Finding this was a revelation. All my life I’ve been asking questions, and unable to find answers. I know this is a 12-week course, but I had to read it all. I sat with my good friend, and I read the whole twelve lessons out loud. At times during reading, I had to keep my composure as the truth finally began to unravel, and those questions being answered.

I have always felt different, like I don’t belong in this time. To me, everything around me is alien, prehistoric, archaic, and old. I feel like I’ve come here 500 years too early, and have felt this way all my life.

I also hate the way that humanity is being currently treated. I know the system is rotten to the core, and the 1% of sub-humans that control just about every facet of our lives have no concern for us as human beings, or the progression of humanity itself; I thought this was just me having a sense of injustice. It’s also something I’ve campaigned about on Facebook, and on Twitter; trying to wake up people, open their eyes. I had no idea it would be the result of being a ‘Indigo Child’.

I’m also hypersensitive, and seem to feel more than most, and have a tremendous sense of empathy, and knowing.

Yesterday this article did more than educate me, it freed me. At the time of writing this, I am suffering depression, and it was hard to see a way out of it. A trip to the doctors bore no fruit, and I thought it would be a lifetime of tablets, and counseling (I see a CPN tomorrow (Community Psychiatric Nurse) to discuss my troubles), but I feel a hell of a lot lighter now after reading this.

I thank you, from the bottom of my heart, and from the ethereal body that is my Indigo soul. You may have saved my life, and you have most definitely awoken a sleeper.

I invite all Indigo Children, Indigo Scouts, Light Workers, and Crystal Children to contact me @ Deemanxu@gmail.com

I look forward to communicating with you all.

Peace and love to you all.

Namaste.

Is life on this earth painful for you? Do you ever feel as if you do not belong here? Do you ever feel as if you have been hiding your real Self all your life? Do you ever have to deny your real knowing in order to “get along”? Do you ever feel as if even those closest to you do not know the real you? Do you think of yourself as a failure? Do you feel as if you never experience real joy? Do you yearn for a place that feels like “home”?

If these questions resonate within you and touch your heart and soul at their deepest place, you may be an Adult Indigo, still carrying, and suffering from the emotional wounds of childhood. For you, life on this Earth has probably been, and continues to be, confusing and difficult. Your inherent knowing is not acknowledged. Your intuitive wisdom is not honored. Your felt-sense of experience is not embraced.

Almost no one understands or appreciate you. You try and try to “go along” and to “get along”, but, in your own eyes, almost everything you do fails. The only way you have been able to exist in this world is to deny the essence of your Being. Your Light has been dimmed, and your greatness has been diminished; you feel invisible. You feel that you are cut off from your Source and your Spirit. You feel alone and lonely.

And you wonder why you feel sadness and depression. The Indigo children, who are born into Earth as pure Light channels of God, remember more and more eternal knowledge, secrets from the Other Side and hold the God-vision of a perfect world. These “old souls”, have come to embody a massive paradigm shift for our entire universe and to lead us toward ever-expanding world consciousness and a perfected world.

Because of their inherent wisdom, knowing, and vision, they often have a hard time getting along in this world that does not understand or appreciate their uniqueness and their special gifts. This great dissonance between their perfect knowing and this Earth experience causes them tremendous pain and anguish. Their parents, teachers and society as a whole misunderstand this pain. Most try to help in more traditional and conventional ways, but fail. The attempts to heal on the rational, intellectual and cognitive level, do not work. The Indigo’s pain is the existential angst and loneliness that is caused by their separation and disconnection from God; by the dissonance they feel between their knowing of what a perfected world can be, and their experience of the world as it is. Their emotional pain resides on the spiritual, energetic, soul level, and that is where their pain must be healed.

You, the Adult Indigo, at the deepest level, resonate with all the characteristics and the emotional pain of the Indigo Children. Today, more than 80% of the children being born are Indigos. The Indigos first started coming into this Earth at the rate of perhaps 5%-10% per year, right after WWII. You were one of these Indigos. And there were not many like you when you were young! During your childhood, you may have had a unique perspective on life that was probably not shared by members of your family, by classmates and friends or by teachers and coaches.

You “got it” far more swiftly than anyone else, you may have felt “out of place” and wondered what you were doing here. You may have felt constantly “out of sync” with the rest of the world. You were a visitor in a foreign land, questioning the whys of things that made no sense to you. On a spiritual, energetic level, you felt the pain of the dissonance between your knowing and your everyday reality. But, your spiritual woundings were unrecognized and unhealed, and you have carried those spiritual woundings into adulthood.

It is those unhealed spiritual woundings that are a cause of your angst and anguish; the cause of your discomfort with having to function in this world; the cause of your dissonance with being in body and being on Earth. As an early Indigo, you quickly learned that the world could not handle the full truth of who you are, the full expression of your Point of Essence. (POE) Your POE is the place where you are connected to God. Your POE is the place of your “I Am Presence”, your “GodSelf”. Your POE is the place where ego melts away, and where you are your unique ultimate Self. Your POE is the truth of who “You” are.

As an early Indigo, you intuitively understood that if you were to survive and function in this world, you had to hide your true Essence. So, for most of your life, you have been disconnected from your “true Self”.

Perhaps if you visit the website of Ken Page you will find some help. I Have.

http://www.kenpage.com/whatis_practitioners/explanation.html

Namaste,  Duchess

Thank you Rebecca for expressing your thoughts and feelings for our visitors to this site. I am sending many blessings to you, and the journey you have embarked upon….Duchess

My name is Rebecca, and I have discovered my individual spiritual path as an Indigo child here on Earth. In my childhood, I felt very different from the rest, almost disconnected, and I would blank out lessons and only whisper in school. As I gradually grew older I attended secondary school. I was roughly 11 or 12 years of age. The very first day there, I was viewed as an outcast, and I felt as though I didn’t fit in with the others. I was an extremely shy, quiet, and emotionally sensitive person. Throughout these years, I was severely bullied and humiliated. I will never understand why. I never hurt anyone.

It left me feeling worthless as a human being, which soon turned into deep depression and suicidal thoughts. My parents took me out of school and taught me at home instead. Unfortunately, I went to the doctors and was diagnosed with Severe Social Phobia, Agoraphobia, and OCD. I began to feel things that were unfamiliar to me. My thought pattern turned negative, and I had intense fear of humans. As it worsened, I fell into a dark bottomless pit, as it were, with no hope for escape. This led to an extended period of isolation from humans and the outside world.

Fear and anxiety had taken over my life, and I was living with an enemy which was within me. My sadness gradually turned into extreme anger, rage, and revenge. It was as though a wild beast had attatched itself to me, and I had no control over it. I was a completely different person. All affection for people had been replaced by hatred. Sometimes, I would imagine myself being ontop of a large hill, and asking for “something” up there in the sky to take me away from here, to help me escape this cruel world. Since early teenage years, I have had an ongoing fascination towards U.F.O’s and extraterrestrials.

Just waiting there on the hill, hoping that my sadness will be realised, and that I will be taken home, to where I truly do belong. As time went on, I decided to try to find things that would bring some joy back into life, and this was the start of the spiritual journey. Meditation had a way of bringing me inner calm and relaxation. It was powerful enough to mentally transform me to different areas of peace and beauty. It was uplifting and had a positive impact on me. I incorporated meditation in my daily life and I have never looked back since.

The colour purple featured in meditation sessions, which would usually be seen and felt, as a pulsating tunnel of energy in my mind’s eye. The colour purple, as far as my knowledge goes, represents the opening of Third Eye (direct intuition – the development of Psychic Powers) After the Third Eye opening process, I had the ability to see energy, and electomagnetic fields (aura) This was an exciting and awe inspiring ability to discover. I also managed to find love through the things that truly mattered to me, and that I had passion for, namely, animals, nature, the Universe, and spirituality.

Fortunately, animals seem to respond well to me. The animal, and I, have a way of connecting to one another. Nature and the Universe has a spiritually uplifting effect on the soul. The innocence, beauty, and mere creation of the planet should be deeply appreciated and found joy in. I consider myself as an emotional and physical carer for the Earth and Universe, as I can feel the energy that resides within it, and also, feel the need to heal it so it can flourish and keep it’s natural beauty. I feel that it’s my responsibility to look after the Earth, and the creatures that dwell upon it. It is an ideal path of expressing the high sensitivity, love, care, and gentle spirit that is within my being.

This is the only way I can show it, and what better method of showing it than expressing the heartfelt praise I have towards the creator who lovingly, and humbly made it for all to admire. On the spiritual road to enlightenment, I found that I had an ability called Clairsentience. Being such a sensitive person, I wasn’t really surprised. I feel emotions very deeply, almost overwhlemingly so, and also other people’s emotions can be felt too. Many times, I sense when something is wrong, and I can feel it. Feeling things is the manifestation of Clairsentience.

I instinctively know when someone is lying, or when they’re being superficial, without really knowing how I know, other than by feeling and looking through them to the truth. Another thing which seems to have become more prominent is being creative. Creativity has heightened, which is reflected in my writings and individual nature. I have strong urges to write from the heart, and my outlook on life is one of a revealing sense of passion and knowledge through the senses. Patterns of light and shadows are seen, which I believe are angels and spirit guides.

I call them, The Illuminators Of Love And Light. Having the sense that a presence is with me is quite strong and noticable. I feel as though I have communication and contact with multidimensional beings. I call forth to them, and they have shown me things that I specifically ask for. For example: I decided to sit outside in my back garden one night, and take the time to look up at the night sky. It was roughly 9pm. The sky was clear and filled with stars. I closed my eyes and I called forth my Illuminators Of Love And Light.

I asked to be connected with the star ships and the light ships of the sky. I asked to be shown things that cannot normally be percieved. I then opened my eyes and began to look at the stars. A few minutes after, I caught sight of something in the sky above which took my breath away, and left me feeling quite faint. I clearly saw 3 white lights which formed a triangular shape. The 3 lights may have been part of one entire object, as they were moving together. The object flew at great speed, completely silent, and shot straight over the roof of my house.

When I saw it, I let out a gasp in total amazement, and was overcome with emotion. Tears came to my eyes, and I truly felt as though my direct request had been answered. I now believe that what I saw was a light ship. I feel like it was shown to me. The connection between my spirit guides and angels is very real, and that night simply confirmed that. I love them. They are special to me, and have become a part of my life. The ability to speak light language and perform light toning has become a new part of this path. It seems to connect me to the planet.

It comes naturally to me, and is not meant to be understood, but rather, felt and expressed. Healing comes from this sacred coding, and has the power to align and balance the chakras. The mental self is advancing on an evergrowing daily basis. I have had several Out Of Body Experiences occur, which are in a sense, psychic experiences. It feels like the human side of self is becoming lesser, and living as a new creational entity in this ascended dimension is now present. The time of awakening has arrived. The more that is presented, the more I learn.

The learning process has just begun, although, I now have a better understanding of my identity, purpose, and the abilities that are held within. Unlocking our abilities and tapping into unused areas of ourselves, is a step closer to revealing the truth and power that lies in all of us. God given treasures, which can be used for the highest of good. To help be creators of the new Earth, and transcend our planet into a higher frequency. Beautiful sensitivity that is pure and true is one of the things that I’m glad of possessing, as it is so natural, yet potent.

This itself is a tool for developing spiritual growth, as it makes you a delicate instrument for receiving heavens messages, having empathy, and allowing your sensitivity to guide you, and to help you feel the energy around. This entire spiritual journey has truly been one major life changing experience that I find difficult to express by words alone. What words can possibly be found to explain such indepth information. Love, light, and Universal peace are perhaps the only words that will sum it all up, as they are really the only things you need in life. Love, to express! Light, to send out! Universal peace, to dwell within your being!

Realizing our role as an Indigo, Crystal, Rainbow, or Starseed, child, or adult, is the first step in discovering your path, knowing your purpose, or sense of mission, and taking the steps necessary to make a shift, to make a positive change, and to assist in the transition. To access higher planes of consciousness, so we all, can live in eternal peace and harmony.

Finding this wonderful article of yours was a blessing in itself, as it helps Indigo’s reclaim their self power and fulfill their global mission by remembering love, and allowing that love to flow from within them to help, or be of service to all that needs it. I would like to say thank you for creating these lessons for us to follow.

“It is what it is.” Most people use this term as a declaration of displeasure of what is going on in their life. Many rarely use this as a statement of what one accepts. Living Life On Life’s Terms is a another way of saying, “It is what it is”, so let’s make lemonade out of these lemons. Remember, just when the caterpillar thought the world was over……it turned into a butterfly. Why not share experiences you have felt better about accepting by finding the “light” in the so called “darkness”. Here’s one of mine.

We had a big snow storm in Virginia the night of February 12 through the morning hours of February 13. I stood in my hallway on Thursday morning watching out the window as one of my neighbors was shoveling snow from in front of his car which was backed in and throwing it in the back of my car that was pulled in parked next to his. I watched until he was done. When he came inside the hallway, I turned and faced him as he was coming up the stairs, looked at him and said, “that wasn’t a very nice thing you did”. I pointed to the cars out the window..he turned around and went back and shoveled my car out. You gotta catch them….Then calmly let them know you were watching. The next night (Friday) I worked late. Got in at midnight and my parking spot was gone….I think the car belonged to the wife of the neighbor I caught shoveling snow behind me. I guess he felt since he shoveled me out then his wife could share the spot I had been parked in. Thank goodness for all wheel drive. I just pulled up on a mound of snow. Made my own parking space…..Subaru Outback I love you baby!!! Just “living life on life’s terms”.

Worrying and getting upset won’t stop the bad stuff from happening, it just stops you from enjoying the good. Serenity is not freedom from the storm. It’s the calm within the storm. Namaste, Duchess

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/insidematterstalk/2014/02/16/living-life-on-lifes-terms-even-when-it-sucks

A dear friend of mine, DonnaMarie, wanted every Indigo who visits this website to have this as a gift to your wonderful spiritual energy. Please embrace this as a testament to all that you have come through, all that you are now and all that you are evolving to become… Namaste, Duchess

Every warrior of light has felt afraid of going into battle.
Every warrior of light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone.
Every warrior of light has trodden a path that was not his.
Every warrior of light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons.
Every warrior of light has, at least once, believed that he was not a warrior of light.
Every warrior of light has failed in his spiritual duties.
Every warrior of light has said ‘yes’ when he wanted to say ‘no’.
Every warrior of light has hurt someone he loved.
That is why he is a warrior of light, because he has been through all this and
yet has never lost hope of being better than he is.
-Paulo Coelho
Art by A. Andrew Gonzalez

Forgiveness does not mean, “What you did to me is okay.” It means, “I am no longer willing to carry around pain in response to your actions. When we hold un-forgiveness in our hearts, we only punish ourselves.

The resentment is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die

Forgiveness is a choice. You are saying that you will no longer hold onto pain and resentment for what was done to you.

You come to realize that the hurt feeling that you have been holding onto for so long is nothing but your egos response to the situation.

Forgiveness means you are choosing to release the feelings that have held power over you. To forgive is to find freedom.

You begin to say: Forgiveness is for me….Forgiveness sets me free.

“To be wronged is nothing, unless you continue to remember it”. ~~Confucius

“Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different.” ~~Oprah

Sometimes we come out of bitter relationships. These relationships can be personal, job related, friends, family, etc. In bitterness we may say, “I was God’s gift to that person or situation.” That person or situation hurt us or didn’t appreciate us.

Well, if we were God’s gift to them and they didn’t appreciate the gift (us), then is that not between them and the gift giver (God)?

Once we are sent in as the gift and do what we were sent to do, our job is done… complete. It would be nice if we got a thank you. But not many people go around thanking the gift….their thanks go to the gift giver.

When our role as the gift is over, the relationship is no longer needed. That is when the “gifter”, or the receiver of the gift appears to leave or do something hurtful to the other.

There is no reason for the relationship to continue. There are bigger and better experiences waiting for one, or the other or both of you.

And one more thing, when you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you did not deserve to be treated a certain way and it has caused you pain of heart, that is when you know that your Higher Power (HP) has sent in the guides to let you know that you don’t need that kind of company.

Walk away quickly and don’t even attempt to make the relationship work. It is not meant to be and you received your guidance early on before you got too involved in the relationship.

This is when you say, “I forgive        fill in the blank      and thank, him/her/it  for the blessings I am to receive from my Higher Power as a result of their actions towards me.

All of us are evolving. We are all becoming Ascended Masters on earth.  Ascension is to rise up in evolutionary growth.

“Ascension doesn’t come from climbing, it comes from Letting Go.” ~~Soni

Listen to Duchess and Jewels Talk about Forgiveness: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/insidematterstalk/2013/09/01/forgiveness

Namaste,

Duchess

The Ten Rules For Being Human:
1. You will receive a body.
2. You will be presented with lessons.
3. There are no mistakes, only lessons.
4. Lessons are repeated until learned.
5. Learning does not end.
6. “There”, is no better than “here.”
7. Others are only mirrors of you.
8. What you make of your life is up to you.
9. All the answers lie inside of you.
10. You will forget all of this at birth.

Author, Chérie Carter-Scott,  ” If Life’s A Game, These are the Rules”

And it’s a Beautiful Thing

I have lived in Leesburg, VA for 14 years and just came back from one of the best AA meetings in my 17 years of sobriety. Hip, Hip, Hooray for MidTown AA Speakers Meeting in Bethesda MD. A speakers meeting is where you sit and listen to someone talk for 30 minutes about how it was for them while drinking and drugging, what happened as a result, and how the result brought them in to AA to get clean and sober. There were two speakers. That is 30 minutes each with a 20 minute break in between. That is a total of approximately 90 minutes where everyone was enjoying every minute of the speakers recanting their humiliating (now funny) experiences when they were drinking and drugging. Sometime they laughed so hard it appeared to hurt. Then the speakers shared how staying clean and sober changed their lives for the better.

This meeting is held every Sunday at 7:30pm and is so large it is held in a HS. There must have been at least 500 of us in that auditorium. Everyone I spoke to said it was their home group. Now you might ask what is so special about an AA meeting with over 500 people listening to some AA Speakers. Well first, one speaker indicated that this meeting was his home group. Usually a home group is either where just about everyone in the meeting knows you or it is the meeting where you got sober. He had 25 years of sobriety and got sober at age 20….WoW!! That is considered young. Some attending this meeting were teens.

Secondly, he was introduced by his Sponsee (the person he sponsors) who had been sponsored by him for 20 years. That is awesome. This Indigo Scout, meaning me, has been sober for 17 years and I have had 7 Sponsors. Not because there was anything wrong with me or them. I just move around a lot and staying sober works better when you have a sponsor, someone to work the Steps with and be accountable to. Each time I moved to a new state I had to get a new sponsor or, when they moved, or when we outgrew one another.

Thirdly, it was obvious that “THE INDIGOS ARE RISING”. Why? Because of the 500+ persons in that auditorium, I would guess 75% or more of them were age 35 and under. Now, come on, adult INDIGO age or what? Yes, they are about the right age to be putting down their addictions and ego delay tactics and realizing their Spiritual Missions. Time to begin doing the phenomenal work they were born to do. Time to start remembering who they are.

One of them drove this Indigo Scout to the meeting. It is her home group. She is opening up and beginning to make a statement and I am very happy to have been the one who recognized her and introduced her to her birthright as a 24 year old INDIGO.

Namaste, Duchess

Chevy Chase HS in Bethesda, Md  http://www.potomacpathways.org/resources/?id=50